I have a brother
His name is Will
And he has autism
I know I should love him
like any brother would
but I don't
Because he hate's me
I struggle day to day
trying to take care of him
But it's hard, him always
getting and wanting what he wants
It's not fair the way he gets treated
It's not. It's like letting a person
get away with a murder or stealing
I wish I could love him
but I don't. He treats me
like yesterday's trash
I wanna be a good person
to him, but why should I?
I hear that life is fun being a teenager
But it's not
I've lived awhole life of pain and sadness
No girl, no friends, no life
What am I suppost to do?
I look at the ceiling at night thinking,
"Why am I here? What is the reason that I'm alive?
Why is it that my life sucks? All I want is to just be happy"
But no, God made up his mind on making my life hell
A hell that follows me everywhere
I wish I could close my eyes and never wake up
I wish my life was super awesome like someone else's
I wish that everything was normal
I wish that I could just be me and not be judged for it
That's all I want
I'm sorry, world
Upon the roof of a busy building was a suicide jumper. That suicide jumper was our "lover". Harri walked to his ultimate death, looking down to see people, cops, and helicopters around him. Before he could walk off the ledge, came his "lover", Awbwi. She had tears in her eyes, looking at what he was about to do.
"HARRI! DON'T DO THIS, IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE THIS WAY!!" She said screaming at him.
"IT HAS TO BE!" He said with tears in his eyes. "GO BACK TO GIGGITY, YOU LOVE HIM MORE THEN ME! FORGET THAT I WAS EVER APART OF YOUR LIFE!" He said before he took a step back and fell.
His body fell down, the wind touching his body as if it were not
The two got dressed for thier day out together in ever. Awbwi was dressed in her original "what the duck" shirt with a spiffie necklace, wristbands, a pair of skinny jeans, and cute nike sandals. Harri was wearing a red t-shirt, a watch, sagging blue jeans, and big black shoes.
"Now you guys be carful, ok?" Harri's mother said as they were about to walk out the door.
"We will!!" Harri screamed before leaving. The two walked out, down the stairs, holding hands. They looked around at the remote apartment complexes around them.
"Isn't this exciting, Awbwi? Our first day out together?" Harri said as he walked.
"Meh, if you count the long walk
The sun shined into the morring sky. It was a nice day for the two teens, the birds were cherping, the grass was wet and green as it could be. But for them, everyday was an adventure. A nice humid brezze flowed though a small apartment where the two were living in for a small time together. In one room laid a hard-working mom and immature teenager, same age as our friend, Harri. And in another room, laid the beautiful girl, Awbwi. But where was the boy? Out sleeping in the living room in a lawn chair, curled up in a blanket.
Harri was sleeping when there was a small noise. It was his cat, Optimus. He resumed back to sleep, or at least tried
Weeks past for the two teens. Nothing much happened to them. There was no war for them, no problems for them to face. They had each other and a whole island to themself. They never thought of anything else but each other. It was a nice humid day on the island, and they had coconut drinks and the bamboo chairs Harri created.
"Harri?" Awbwi asked.
"Yes, my queen?" He replied.
"We've been here for weeks now, and I've come to this...."
"Yeah, what?"
"Do you think we're ever gonna get of this place? I mean I just don't want us to be the only people who survived what happened on the ship." She said.
"Hmm, good point" He said. "I'm starting to
I looked out the window. Still nothing. At first I thought my life couldn't get any worst.
First, my girlfriend broke up with me. I thought that as if that would be the end of me. But it's not.
An hour ago, I got a phone call that my cousin killed himself. I have bad luck. Why does this happen to me? Why me? Why me, why me....
The sun rose into the sky, causing the heat and light to bounce off of thier almost lifeless bodies. The teens found themselfs on a desert island from losing each other in the ship wreck. One of them woke up and looked around. The only thing that was around the perky brunette was a large rock and a acre of sand. That was all over the place. Sand. She got up onto her knees to see if they could help support her due to the long amounts of swimming. She walked around to test them. She could walk again. So instead of being in the place she was, she walked around the island looking for food.
As she walk onto the desert island, many things were pla
The cute brunette girl walked out the door from her audition. She looked down for a brief second, only to find herself in a not so good mood. She was filled in an anger due to a recent compliment from one of the judges. She walked into the sidewalk, only to be caught up with her friend.
"Hey, wait up. It's me agian." Her friend said as he greeted her.
"Oh, Harri!" She turned and said.
"So, how was your auditon?" He wondered.
"How did you-?" She asked.
"The hot line. Your mom, told MC, told me." He replied.
"So you just came to say hi?" She said.
"I was also in the nieghbor hood, picking up food for for guys," He said. "but I needed to
Awbwi's POV:
"HARRI?!? WHERE ARE YOU?!? Where could he be? One moment he's right there with me, talking me thought how were gonna outlive this thing and now he's gone! Oh, wheres a candy bar out in nowhere when ya need one? As long as I still have some energy, I'll try my best to find somewhere to stay." She swam and swam for along time. All that was around her was the reflection of the moon crashed into the face of the ocean. Just then, she saw something.
"What's there? Huh? Show yourself's! Cowards." She said. Just then, there was something at her legs.
"Please be small fish and not a shark, please be small fish and not a shark..." She s
This will be the last journal for you guys. I have decieded to get rid of my account. I have sent out links of my new account to people that I trust. For those that don't know what my new account name is, it's still a secret.
So on the other hand, I don't know when I'll get rid of this account. So if you end up coming here and my account was deleted, you know what happened.
So till then, good-bye my friends. Live long and prosper.
Well, I've been thinking about it, and I did it. I have created a new account, here on DA. I'm not gonna tell you what my new account name is because.....it's a secret.
Hi, guys. I'm trying to make some money off of my Transformers. So I'm using every source I have. So here we go:
http://www.tfw2005.com/boards/items-sale-trade/536347-jacks-buy-trade-sell-thread.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0t7rgL7uvng
And if you'd like to reach me, here's my e-mail: harrisoncarmack@yahoo.com